depression kills..

i'm so damn tired of pretending to be happy.

i wish i have the guts to tell you what i feel.

but i'm scared if you told me you don't feel the same way.

i wish i was strong enough to take the risk.

but i guess, i was afraid that i would lose the bet.

i wish i could leave you and move on.

but i guess i love you too much, it would hurt me more than it might hurt you.

i wish i could stop thinking of you.

but i guess, i wish you'd start thinking of me too.

i wish..........

i wish you'd love me too..

but i guess, i kinda wish you'd love me more than i love you...

i wish you'd choose me because i would rather die than living without you...

i wish i'm not stupid so i can just walk i way and forget you..

but i'm to dumb to even think about spending an hour without you..

you are you..

and i am me..

i just wish the time comes when you and me become one..

so i can be yours..

and you would be mine..